It's a landmark low in emotional stability. Although I'm PMS-ing now, it's still strangely disturbing.
Succumbing to my usual afternoon nap, has led to 2 different Dreams.
Dreams that struck straight to my core, both playing my deepest desires and fears.
The strange thing is, there's no right or wrong to it.
You know how there are times where you have to be unkind to yourself in order to be kind? When you have want certain things so badly, that you are afraid of it?
And my biggest fear, is that I lose control of myself by giving into it.
It's still not wrong. But somehow I don't want it to happen. Both of them.